What I want....

Years ago, I had an ex who had read The Secret.....I know, should have been my 57th clue.

Anyway, one thing he told me is that you have to visualize what you want by writing it down. Something about the universe and I don't know.

Well tonight I thought, what the hell.....what do I really have to loose????

I want.....

I want to be wanted, needed, desired.

I want a man who when something great happens, he wants to tell me first.

I want honesty.

I want to trust more than anything.

I want to go on dates and hold hands in the car and kiss goodbye.

I want to stay up all night talking about everything .

I want him to chose me.

I want to build a relationship.....I am not talking about lets get married relationship.......I'm talking about really getting to know someone.

I want to have fun and be silly and be awesome and be able to be myself .

I want to be a priority because Lord knows, I'm an expert at putting others needs in front of my own.

I want to argue because I'm passionate about something and then laugh about it a few minutes later.

I want his family to like me and mine to love him.

I want a man who respects my career as my priority but helps me to balance my work/home life.

I want a man that's funny but not creepy funny.

I want a man who's not afraid to be vulnerable or strong.

I want to have butterflies and giddiness as I fall.

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I know it's a tall order and vague and detailed all at the same time.

I figured I'd put it out into the universe and see what happens.

Wish me luck.

Or better yet, say a prayer :)