Being worried/concerned......

I lost some sleep last night.

NOT because of my crush or a late night flirting frenzy.............

But because of all of the changes at ASU.

And Mindy=ASU in many ways.

Let's examine.

First, I live on the ASU Polytechnic Campus. When I divorced a lllllloooonnnng time ago, I was left with a brand new house, not six months old. I lived in said house for almost 4 more years and loved it but it was big and empty and expensive and far and there was upkeep that a husband was suppose to do and I didn't want to do that anymore.

So I moved onto the ASU Poly campus into student housing. Now I have a house---a big house, 1900 sq feet, four bedrooms, 2 bath. I love this little house. It's convienent. and for many years, my clubhouse was here so that's really convienent. (not to mention that I do STILL go to school and of course, The Martinez Family is less than 2 miles away in queen creek)

Second, because I am an ASU Student and have been for many years............I am way to far in to change majors and what if they get rid of my program, like they did for so many?

Lastly, my Clubhouse----I have such love for the little williams campus branch. Being able to open it and create it, what I visioned.......it was an amazing experience.

So why worry?

Well............ASU is going through a whole bunch right now so where does that leave me? What if they get rid of student housing? What if they get rid of my program and the scariest one of all becuase it would happen the soonest...........what if they close the Williams Campus Branch Boys & Girls Club??? There's been a lot of talk of it in the past and if it's going to happen, it will begin to do so in the next 3 weeks.

and then, where does that leave my best friend and roommate? Jobless?

Fear is stopping me today and I don't like that. I don't like to worry and I am worried.

I am scared.